OK, so this post is an unknown post. I am just going to write whatever comes to mind. I just got done watching a show about a very small little girl. She had primordial dwarfism. They were worried about her having a rare version of it because she was so small. Needless to say she was ok and the parents were happy with the results. So I guess its kinda obvious that my mind is on kids right now. I look at my kids and wonder what will happen to them. I think my oldest would be the easiest. I think she will go to college, get married and be a mom. My second on the other hand, I think she will be more career driven. My third daughter, I swear the rate she is going she is going to be miss drama. My son is a boy. Not really that worried about him, but I think he will be like his dad. I know I shouldnt be worried but I guess that never really goes away. I’m just afraid that they are going to go out into the world and find that its not what they thought it was. Day by day, I try to survive without going completely nuts for no reason. Some days are good and some are bad. In the end everyone is still alive and I get to regroup for the next day.
When I was diagnosed with bi-polar, doc wanted me to keep a journal. Now you would think for someone aspiring to be a writer, that would be easy right? Wrong. I only wrote in that thing when I was pissed off. Now the weird part is, I am starting to do what he asked. My husband got me a netbook for Christmas and its not often when it is far from me. I have been writing and rewriting my stories, searching for information for the stories, and now I am keeping a blog. I just refound the link like yesterday, so two nights in a row for me is an accomplishment. Bad part is I originally created this blog for one of my characters. Funny huh? So, since I made this thing, I figure I could use it to write about whatever, and put down the thousand of ideas that run through my head during the course of a day.
Did I have any ideas today? Hell no! I was to busy cleaning the house since I helped hubby yesterday. And the quicker it got clean, the deeper the cleaning got. So instead of ideas for stories, I kept going over what needed to be done. and I have to go to bed in 45 minutes so I can make sure the kids get off to school in the morning. Yay me right? *crosses eyes* But I do have to say getting up early in the morning does have its advantages. For example, by the time my house is done (when I’m actually working on it) I can go lay out for two hours. I get done and either start or take meat out of the freezer for dinner. Its only like 1 in the afternoon! My kids don’t get home til between 3 and 4. Hmmm yeah writing!!! But this week my goal is to have EVERYTHING done tomorrow so I can spend the rest of the week writing and hopefully getting Dannika caught up on line to what I have wrote so far. (Yes I still write in the book first, sue me)
So I might write more tomorrow I don’t know yet. I think I am done for tonight though. Spend some time with hubby before the work week *crosses eyes* Sweet dreams to all.
Witewolf
